Then he said to Him, “If Your Presence does not go with us, do not bring us up from here. For how then will it be known that Your people and I have found grace in Your sight, except You go with us? So we shall be separate, Your people and I, from all the people who are upon the face of the earth.” Exodus 33:15, 16 NKJV
After the fiasco with the golden calf, God had moved out of the center of the Israelite camp. Moses would go out to the tabernacle to meet with God. When God’s presence would show up in a pillar of cloud the people would worship from their tents. God told Moses that He couldn’t travel in their midst because His holy anger could break out and consume them all. When the people heard this news they were grieved.
Moses went back and told God they couldn’t go on without Him. Without His presence they would have nothing to distinguish between them and the previously victorious nations who conquered the land. They wouldn’t be special. They would be just another nation rising to fall.
Moses asked God to do it by grace because God had told him that it was personal between them and that He even knew Moses name. Moses even asked to know God better. He asked to see God’s glory.
Two things came to mind when I read this passage. First, no matter how “successful” I am without Him there is nothing to distinguish me from others who have succeeded before. Only in His presence is their fullness of joy. Only in His presence is their satisfaction and peace. His presence is what marks His people. I want that mark.
Second, when the chips are down press in for more of His grace. Moses took this situation to be an opportunity to know God better. When I am dealing with failure I should not withdraw from Him I should press in because I need Him more than ever. This pressing in is how I get marked by His presence.